=Tuesday, January 13, 2004=

Well, as if my life couldn't get any more screwed up... Now, things have taken a decidedly different twist.

We've all started visiting this place called the White Oaks Inne. Almost everyone else there is male, except for one woman (I think she's someone's mother or something), and it seems like one big gathering of idiots. I think it's another plot from Kanzeon to drive me crazy.

Gojyo seems right at home. He's probably already picked himself up a collection of fucktoys. Stupid moron... I don't know what it is that bugs me about that. I see him with someone and it drives me up the wall. I'm not jealous... I can't be. I don't have time to be jealous over that stupid half-breed. It's just... annoying.

Gods, sometimes I just want to shoot him and be done with it.

Goku and Hakkai sampled the woman's cooking. I think she referred to herself as "Mama Kudou" and I'll be damned if Goku wasn't going on and on about how he'd never eaten so good in his life. Hakkai said that the woman was a culinary genius and had foods on that table he'd never even heard of. He claimed that her dessert was like a piece of heaven, but I don't know if he was being truthful or if he was just trying to be poetic again.

Damn... why do I have to be stuck with this bunch of losers?

The last time I was there, apparently Ms. Kudou was suffering some kind of heart problem. There was a redhead in a green coat who was suffering right along with her. I guess he's got some kind of empathy or something. I tried to hold him down so he didn't curl up and make it worse... bastard just glared at me. Well, fine, if he wants to be a pussy about it, he can do it when I'm not around.

It's just annoying to be pulled there and then sent back at someone else's whim. I hate being at someone's beck and call. If I find out it is Kanzeon who's doing this to me, I'll take a few shots at her if I ever see her... Just to get it through her thick, divine skull that I don't want to fucking be there.